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I'm fucking stressed up.
No one understands how I feel.
Not even my parents.
Not even my bestfriends.
I'm hated by everyone. What I've done to deserve this?
Sometimes I wished I never existed. I wish I never got into a relationship.
I wished I could turn back the time.
My parents think I'm a happy child, that has no problems in school.
The fact is? I'm dying inside ma, I'm dying.
I hate myself. I left Nesh, what the fuck. Y'all must be thinking, 'A slut, got his heart then threw it back.'
Its okay, I let you talk anything you want. If that makes you guys happy. :')
I'm already hurt enough. You think I wanna leave him? I don't deserve him. He's a good boyfriend.
Unlike me, a player. That'll fall for guys when they say sweet things. I vow not to be in a relationship till I really wake up form this dream I'm living in right now. You know what makes me hurt? When your own parents doesn't trust you. I'm sick of this shit okay. I'm really sick of it.
I don't tell Yenleng, Mag or whoever you can think of anything I'm going through now.
I don't want them to be worried. I know they'll care. I know they'll make me feel better, but its okay. I rather face this alone. Everyday, there's a piece of glass stabbing in my heart. One by one leaving me.

Nesh,
If by any chance you're reading this, I just wanna say thank you for taking care of me. I know that you care. I really do. I just wanna make you hate me, I'd sacrifice love for you. I don't want you to go through shit with me. I'll move on slowly, and find someone. But they won't be better than you. Just wanna let you know, that I'm a type of girl that'll melt when guys say sweet stuffs. You can call me a whore, it doesn't matter anymore. It's okay for you to hate me, everyone hates me. They think I'm always flirting, always talking to guys only. Its okay, thankyou so much for standing up for me, although it was just a night, I appreciate that. Thankyou so much.

Yenleng, Mag, Cass,
Hay bestie, if youre ever reading this, you should know that I trust you. I do, but sometimes I just wanna go through shit alone. I really don't want my bestfriends to worry about me, if you know me well, I hide lots of stuff inside me. Thankyou so much for being there for me.

Please, dont hurt my bestfriends.

I'd rather go through this journey alone.

Umm, Chloe, 13, Asian. I was once a shy gurl, now i've changed. I've changed, I've learn to be stronger. Strong enough to protect myself from the others. I hate liars, backstabbers, bitches, jerks, assholes, copycats. Why wanna copy when you've a mind to think, a body to work? Be original. I believe in miracles, faith, hope, love. If you're single, there's always someone out there better for you. REMEMBER that. I've been through lotsa shits, lotsa dramas, tons of idiotics bullshit. But you may call me 'still young' Yeah but well, i'm me. Can you change me? No. Hate me all you want, but it just proofs you wanna be me, I'm much better than you. Hardcore Belieber. Part Time Kpopper, One Direction Fan.


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