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Hii readers, if I ever have one. There's not gonna be no smileys nor shit in this post. I'm sorry okay. Yeah, I  still care about you. If you realize, that I always ask whatsup with you. 'cause I still care about you. And you called me annoying? Wow, thankyou so much la. :') You said you'll come back, guess I'm dumb afterall.  I've trusted you so much, wow it's really deep. You're someone that I've falled for. I guess it's over. I know I might be annoying & shit. But I'm me, I'm sorry. But you know you make cry all the time. Fck this.

I guess I'm just another girl after all. 
xoxo



I hate how everything is drifting apart.
I hate being compared.
I hate being not good enough for anyone.
I hate being a loner.
I hate being a second choice.
I hate feeling worthless.
I hate feeling 'I'm just another girl.'

All the bullshits, all the lies, what you've said to me are bullshits aye mate? Blimey. Pfft, you're such an jkdjskjfkdjsfkjdskfjs why did I even fell for you. Omg, what a kinky bitch I am.
Well maybe I am, telling me how much you love her and shit. Do you know how much it hurts? I can't take this shit anymore before I start banging my head to the wall. After so long, I'm so stupid to realise that you actually loved me. EW, don't say that word anymore. Guess what, you hurt me, I don't want to hurt you back. I don't want you to see this blog.

Disappoinment sial, the one I trusted the most also don't trust me. Wow, okay. Fine. The only person I can trust is maybe maybe..................... puppy.

Are those tears even worth it goddamnit, I hate how I fell for you. Really, I really hate it.
Move on Chloe, move on. But yes, easy to say, hard to do. You'll never know that the feelings might come back. Feelings will change, but not in a spilt second. If you say 'I hate you' to someone. It auto brings you back to memories, bad memories or good memories. But you'll have that 'one thing' that's holding you back. I really wanna forget all that memories, but I seem to just can't. :')

Dear him, if you're ever reading this blog. Thankyou, thankyou for cheering me up. Thankyou for being there for me when I need you. Sorry for being a disappoinment to you. Hope you'll have a happy life with her, (: I wish you the best. Stay happy. :D

It's time to move on.



Hii everyone, I'm using the iPad to update this. Lol this is hard but yeah whatever. As you read the tittle, yes. 2012 is beginning to suck. Whatever I wanted isn't going right or smoothly. The best year would be last year. Yeap, I was really happy. Yeah not really but yeah. :D But now? Sigh, teenage life sucks. Dramas, Boys, Boys, Boys.

How would you feel being a second choice? How would you feel being left behind? How would you feel being a loner in a new school? How would you feel being cheated on? How would you feel being lied all the time? How would you feel like dying? This sucks. I really hate it. TTM !!!

I really wanna get over you. and start a new life, but its hard. HARD. YES I SAID IT I WANNA GET OVER YOU BECAUSE I DON'T WANNA MAKE YOU HURT ANYMORE. I'M SUCH A DISAPPOINMENT TO YOU. TWEETS LIKE THAT MADE ME HURT AF. I pretend like I don't care but deep down inside, fcuk. It's burning like CB fcuk. I'm dying. I'm dying, really dying. Do you know that I cared for you? Do you know that I loved you? Deep down there is killing. Its aching everywhere. What am I suppose to do? STFU & Smile. So people won't ask me why dafuq am I moody af.

I'm tired of putting effort in shits that I won't get a single payback or wtv shit you called it. I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of being the one that's always being there for someone that's not gonna care anymore. Do you know how much that hurts? Don't give me bullshits anymore. You said you're moody, I asked you more than 10x, you said nothing. When other people ask you, you tell them straight away. Why am I here? Why do I exist anyway? I should really fcuk off from your life isn't it? Yeah I think I should. I shouldn't stop you guys from being together.

No matter how much I care for you, you'll never realise it. School is enough fcukery for me. The homeworks and stuffs, now there's another problem. BOYS. I'm being so left out in school, wtf. New schools sucks. I hate this fcukery going on in my life. But somehow I know this is happening for a reason. Do you know questions like that tore me apart?

I'm really done and tired.



Hii everyone! Its page 8 of 366. Haha, oh well. Its 8th January 2012. Sigh, its been a week! Omgosh, time sure flies fast. Very fast. Sometimes, I realise that life is unfair. Really unfair. Sigh, I miss my dad. Alot. I really wanna know what's gonna happen if I don't exist? It'll be better. Sometimes, its not someone craving or desperately wanting attention, but they really feel useless. Like me, I don't want any attention, but I just wanna express how I actually feel.

Jealousy.  Sucks, ttm. Have you ever feel like dying? Cause you're jealous af but you don't want him/her to know? Yeah, I'm a type of person that I would like to keep it to myself. I admit, I'm a sensitive person. Very. And also, I'm a very weak person. I smile like nothing happened, but no one knows. Deep down there it's burning. Dying day by day. Just I hate making other people moody because of me.

Pfft, I'm 13. I've so much problems, people might be calling me a pathetic bitch. Well, hi. I'm Chloe Chin, welcome to my teenage life. Everyone have their own problems right? Well thats mine, boys, dramas, fights and shit. I wonder sometimes, am I even important to anyone? Haha :'D Yeah watever, idgaf anymore.

School, sigh. It's okay. I just hate the 95's there. Rude like hell *$(#*(*(*&*$&*%^$& Gangster much? But there's one guy, 96s' I guess, he's cute. But bleh, he's better. Everyone there is like 'lala' Sigh. I dislike that school, seriously. Teacher never teach but ask us to do, wtf ? Zz, lame school. Very lame school.

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7th January 2012.
Had sooo much fun, with my gang. Heeeeheeeee, damn happy. :')
Jack & Jill was funny. Very. HAHAHAHAHAH I sat next to Guo Fei & Naim. LOL, hahahah. Funny siot. Heheeeeeeee. Damn lazy to upload the pictures omg. 337 ._. Haha, sorry guys. D:

For pictures, nah link. - http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.355389287810558.106478.100000184684883&type=1 

I love them, to the max.



'I rather be hurt 10 times more than you, than seeing you hurt. Cause' I'm a type of girl, that doesn't likes seeing you sad. '


'I act like I don't care, but I do. I really do. Just that, it kills me inside. Badly, but if you're happy, then I am too. :') Basicly, you're more important than myself.' 





I feel useless, I hate myself. I just can't take it. The tears, I've no idea why am I moody, I've no idea why am I pissed. I've no idea. I'm seriously useless. I don't know what to do in life, I don't know who'll stay with me forever, I don't know who's the my Mr Right. I hate that feeling, I'm being a burden to everyone. I'm not asking for attention, I'm just really feeling down today. I left daddy around 6;35am. Yeap I broke down again, how does it feels to leave someone that means alot to you? I just can't. :'( Its fcking pointless in everything. Just ugh.

School's starting tomorow, I'm not ready. I don't have friends, books, I don't know what class am I in, to be honest. I'm scared, I need someone to be with me. I need someone's hug. I sound like a desperate hoe. But I want Yenleng. Not lesbo, but she understands me the best. The best of all. I just wanna hug her & cry. Now, I can't take it. I'm gonna explode. It sucks being far away from your bestfriend. I've no one to talk to. No one, seriously. </3

I'm plain, I'm nothing to anyone. Bye xoxo



New years had been great. :DD Just chilling and stuffs. The fireworks is awesome. Dear 2012, please be better, I don't want any heartbreaks, any problems, any dramas or any shit. Sigh..

Umm, Chloe, 13, Asian. I was once a shy gurl, now i've changed. I've changed, I've learn to be stronger. Strong enough to protect myself from the others. I hate liars, backstabbers, bitches, jerks, assholes, copycats. Why wanna copy when you've a mind to think, a body to work? Be original. I believe in miracles, faith, hope, love. If you're single, there's always someone out there better for you. REMEMBER that. I've been through lotsa shits, lotsa dramas, tons of idiotics bullshit. But you may call me 'still young' Yeah but well, i'm me. Can you change me? No. Hate me all you want, but it just proofs you wanna be me, I'm much better than you. Hardcore Belieber. Part Time Kpopper, One Direction Fan.


Loves ; GithaYenlengVikneshCarmenAliciaMagIrdinaAngelaNayiefImanNadiaShan ♡





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