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I'm fucking stressed up.
No one understands how I feel.
Not even my parents.
Not even my bestfriends.
I'm hated by everyone. What I've done to deserve this?
Sometimes I wished I never existed. I wish I never got into a relationship.
I wished I could turn back the time.
My parents think I'm a happy child, that has no problems in school.
The fact is? I'm dying inside ma, I'm dying.
I hate myself. I left Nesh, what the fuck. Y'all must be thinking, 'A slut, got his heart then threw it back.'
Its okay, I let you talk anything you want. If that makes you guys happy. :')
I'm already hurt enough. You think I wanna leave him? I don't deserve him. He's a good boyfriend.
Unlike me, a player. That'll fall for guys when they say sweet things. I vow not to be in a relationship till I really wake up form this dream I'm living in right now. You know what makes me hurt? When your own parents doesn't trust you. I'm sick of this shit okay. I'm really sick of it.
I don't tell Yenleng, Mag or whoever you can think of anything I'm going through now.
I don't want them to be worried. I know they'll care. I know they'll make me feel better, but its okay. I rather face this alone. Everyday, there's a piece of glass stabbing in my heart. One by one leaving me.

Nesh,
If by any chance you're reading this, I just wanna say thank you for taking care of me. I know that you care. I really do. I just wanna make you hate me, I'd sacrifice love for you. I don't want you to go through shit with me. I'll move on slowly, and find someone. But they won't be better than you. Just wanna let you know, that I'm a type of girl that'll melt when guys say sweet stuffs. You can call me a whore, it doesn't matter anymore. It's okay for you to hate me, everyone hates me. They think I'm always flirting, always talking to guys only. Its okay, thankyou so much for standing up for me, although it was just a night, I appreciate that. Thankyou so much.

Yenleng, Mag, Cass,
Hay bestie, if youre ever reading this, you should know that I trust you. I do, but sometimes I just wanna go through shit alone. I really don't want my bestfriends to worry about me, if you know me well, I hide lots of stuff inside me. Thankyou so much for being there for me.

Please, dont hurt my bestfriends.

I'd rather go through this journey alone.



Hii everyone. Sigh, i'm so stressed. Hmm, fucked up ttm. H,N,DL. Damn, I can die.
Everyone is so sweet. But then I got to choose one. The perfect one. But my feelings are all mixed up.
Sigh, how am I gonna live well? If you know me for long, you know that I hate breaking people's heart. But then, I can't be like that anymore. I cant be a playgirl anymore. I needa learn to be tough, tough like her. I can do this. Who is the right guy?

I'm confused.



Hii everyone. Chloe in tha house. Haih I'm so bored right now. My mom is sleeping. I'm playing my mac. Hmm, okay. Chinese New Year is over. HAIH
This year like boh syok like that, maybe it's too fast? Who knows.
My new school is okay laa. I met lotsa knew peepo. But then I miss Presley. </3 I miss Szi Min. I miss Xue Kee, I miss Tuck Yoong, I miss Andy. LOL :/ nvm. Nevermind skip.
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Do you how being  a called player feels like? You don't know her true story then please STFU. I terasa okay. I terasa with your tweets aight. I moved on a long time ago cause' I know you still like her. It hurts knowing that you still like her. You moved on? BULLSHIT LAH.

Then I found him, :') I'm glad I posted that status. :'D
I'm really at the bottom of my life now. I want someone to pull me up. Please, I hope you're the one that'll pull me back up.

Shoutout to Cass & Angela - for giving me advises and forever being there for me. :') Thankyou.
Shoutout to my babos too Yenleng, Mag, Carmen, Irdina - FOREVER WITH ME. :') Thankyou.

Iloveyouguys.

I miss being important to someone. Yes I may have lotsa crushes, but I know who I like the most. I never did say anything about you. So why me? You could just forget me just like that, idgaf anymore. Alright?
If whatever I tweet stays on twitter. Must you tell everyone what I tweet? That just made me hate you okay. I HATE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

Oh btw, I've a new hairstyle! :3







And then I went swimming with those maniacs. AHAHHA JOKING, my babos. On 28th Jan. (:









                                                             'Life gets better, don't worry.'



Hii bloggie, so long never update. /o\ paiseh. LOL, if you guys don't know, I've shifted from (A) to Puchong (B). Omg, I'm missing Presley, MXK, AZ, WTY, WTK, TSM. /.\ Haih, nevermind.. So, I feel so welcomed here in (B) , HAHAHAH. Omgosh, i've all those daigor here. Eugene, Sashi, Rohit, Liang, Tan, Rayson, Jere, Laura, Delia, Monnie, and so much more! and oh, my bro la ofcourse. Weeee heeeeee :)

Lets get into serious matter.

Friends, I really don't know whatsup with the world. Damn, you chose popularity over friends? Wow, never thought you'll do that. Yes, I know you're famous and shit. Everyone likes you and shit but who dafuq cares? Who am I to you know? Just another 'friend-to-use' is it? I was always there for you alright. Guess we're over, bud. :') have fun with your 'popular-friends'

bye xo



Hii readers, if I ever have one. There's not gonna be no smileys nor shit in this post. I'm sorry okay. Yeah, I  still care about you. If you realize, that I always ask whatsup with you. 'cause I still care about you. And you called me annoying? Wow, thankyou so much la. :') You said you'll come back, guess I'm dumb afterall.  I've trusted you so much, wow it's really deep. You're someone that I've falled for. I guess it's over. I know I might be annoying & shit. But I'm me, I'm sorry. But you know you make cry all the time. Fck this.

I guess I'm just another girl after all. 
xoxo



I hate how everything is drifting apart.
I hate being compared.
I hate being not good enough for anyone.
I hate being a loner.
I hate being a second choice.
I hate feeling worthless.
I hate feeling 'I'm just another girl.'

All the bullshits, all the lies, what you've said to me are bullshits aye mate? Blimey. Pfft, you're such an jkdjskjfkdjsfkjdskfjs why did I even fell for you. Omg, what a kinky bitch I am.
Well maybe I am, telling me how much you love her and shit. Do you know how much it hurts? I can't take this shit anymore before I start banging my head to the wall. After so long, I'm so stupid to realise that you actually loved me. EW, don't say that word anymore. Guess what, you hurt me, I don't want to hurt you back. I don't want you to see this blog.

Disappoinment sial, the one I trusted the most also don't trust me. Wow, okay. Fine. The only person I can trust is maybe maybe..................... puppy.

Are those tears even worth it goddamnit, I hate how I fell for you. Really, I really hate it.
Move on Chloe, move on. But yes, easy to say, hard to do. You'll never know that the feelings might come back. Feelings will change, but not in a spilt second. If you say 'I hate you' to someone. It auto brings you back to memories, bad memories or good memories. But you'll have that 'one thing' that's holding you back. I really wanna forget all that memories, but I seem to just can't. :')

Dear him, if you're ever reading this blog. Thankyou, thankyou for cheering me up. Thankyou for being there for me when I need you. Sorry for being a disappoinment to you. Hope you'll have a happy life with her, (: I wish you the best. Stay happy. :D

It's time to move on.



Hii everyone, I'm using the iPad to update this. Lol this is hard but yeah whatever. As you read the tittle, yes. 2012 is beginning to suck. Whatever I wanted isn't going right or smoothly. The best year would be last year. Yeap, I was really happy. Yeah not really but yeah. :D But now? Sigh, teenage life sucks. Dramas, Boys, Boys, Boys.

How would you feel being a second choice? How would you feel being left behind? How would you feel being a loner in a new school? How would you feel being cheated on? How would you feel being lied all the time? How would you feel like dying? This sucks. I really hate it. TTM !!!

I really wanna get over you. and start a new life, but its hard. HARD. YES I SAID IT I WANNA GET OVER YOU BECAUSE I DON'T WANNA MAKE YOU HURT ANYMORE. I'M SUCH A DISAPPOINMENT TO YOU. TWEETS LIKE THAT MADE ME HURT AF. I pretend like I don't care but deep down inside, fcuk. It's burning like CB fcuk. I'm dying. I'm dying, really dying. Do you know that I cared for you? Do you know that I loved you? Deep down there is killing. Its aching everywhere. What am I suppose to do? STFU & Smile. So people won't ask me why dafuq am I moody af.

I'm tired of putting effort in shits that I won't get a single payback or wtv shit you called it. I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of being the one that's always being there for someone that's not gonna care anymore. Do you know how much that hurts? Don't give me bullshits anymore. You said you're moody, I asked you more than 10x, you said nothing. When other people ask you, you tell them straight away. Why am I here? Why do I exist anyway? I should really fcuk off from your life isn't it? Yeah I think I should. I shouldn't stop you guys from being together.

No matter how much I care for you, you'll never realise it. School is enough fcukery for me. The homeworks and stuffs, now there's another problem. BOYS. I'm being so left out in school, wtf. New schools sucks. I hate this fcukery going on in my life. But somehow I know this is happening for a reason. Do you know questions like that tore me apart?

I'm really done and tired.

Umm, Chloe, 13, Asian. I was once a shy gurl, now i've changed. I've changed, I've learn to be stronger. Strong enough to protect myself from the others. I hate liars, backstabbers, bitches, jerks, assholes, copycats. Why wanna copy when you've a mind to think, a body to work? Be original. I believe in miracles, faith, hope, love. If you're single, there's always someone out there better for you. REMEMBER that. I've been through lotsa shits, lotsa dramas, tons of idiotics bullshit. But you may call me 'still young' Yeah but well, i'm me. Can you change me? No. Hate me all you want, but it just proofs you wanna be me, I'm much better than you. Hardcore Belieber. Part Time Kpopper, One Direction Fan.


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